i have friends
but i feel so alone
the morre they help the more they make me feel more alone
i keep wanting help from others
but
i jyst feel so isolatde and empty that it doesnt help at all
you know when you get emotuional over listenin to certain songs becaus of the lyrics
this is the ppsosit eof what i wanted
i ate ‘you raise me up’ now becaise
i dont have snyone like that wirh me at the momebt
ive been told that might have clinical depression
i knew it i just didnt want to bleiev it
i want help
but im scared
what do i fucking do
i cant do this by myself
yeha i dont know why i keep psoitng in here
thers only 3 oeplewho follow it
its not helong me at all
im puking too much
and im thinking about my problems and the stress and i’m puking because of that too
i cant stop thinking about how pitiful i am
i dont even think im deserving of any pity
im crying but is anyone there to see me in this decaying state
i feel that people see me in pain but they choose to ignore me because i dont matter to them
i want to be noticed by someone
anyone
